Halloween Challenge VLCD 11

Down 1# this morning after tuna protein day.
Was expecting more, but I forget that TOM makes it hard to lose weight, and I should be happy I'm losing 1# at a time.
I have to do an essay for English class that I realy should be working on. I don't really know how to go about doing it. I hate all of these opinion essays and conflict/argument essays, I'm not really argumentative about current events and whatever and it's hard to write things in that way.

I'm going to look for an article about (against) HCG and maybe I can argue with that.

Slow and steady wins the race...

Down .5# this morning.

Also, went to Denny's this morning and had a grilled chicken breast and salad. About 140 cals I think.
I don't know whether to do extra protein or 500 cals today...
I guess we'll see tonight.

Sorry I haven't been updating with what I eat, but I forget to while I'm on my phone only.
Should be going to look at new computers later on today. If not I'll order one for ship-to-store if they don't have any cheap and powerful ones in stock. I need a computer with good graphics and tons of memory.

I'm excited lol. It only puts me one step closer to getting my associates through online classes at a local community college. Then I'll only have to go to University for 2 years I think.
I'll get that sorted out later on.

Have a good one!

P2 VLCD2 -4#

Yes, that's right DOWN 4 POUNDS BEE-OTCHES!!! OVERNIGHT!
Booyah!

Feeling good.
I was mentally starving last night, but now I feel like I can rule the world. That's the one thing this diet is awesome because of, INSTANT RESULTS AND REWARDS FOR BEING GOOD! I only went over 500 cals by 10 cals,  which is great for me.
I might skip the eggs this morning, it took me forever to eat the egg whites yesterday, and I almost gagged like 4 times, egg whites are gross unless they're made into a sandwich with toast.


I'll update later, I'm going to have an orange I've been up 2 hours without anything to eat.

It's been a while.... (UPDATED)

And I've gained a few pounds but I'm not worried about it in the least.

I've been staying up too late, and in turn I have not been taking my Apidexin.
Sooooo, I'm thinking about starting P2 again tomorrow....But I really don't want to do the hhcg pellets again, I'm afraid of being hungry, and of my hair falling out again. I wouldn't be so worried if I did the Apidexin with the pellets, but I don't wake up early enough to take it! I could just take one and that might be ok....If I wake up early enough tomorrow, I'll try it and see how it goes.

I will be attempting to only having protein shakes with fruit, this doesn't work out so well with the hhcg though, I get hungry. So, with the 600-800 cal protocol in mind, I will have a 4oz steak for dinner if I get hungry towards the end of the day.

So I guess that's it, and I should be getting some HCG (Rx) before the end of the month, which will make it soooooooo much easier for me to stick with it. I LOVE INJECTIONS, and it's THE BEST WAY, the do HCG. I don't care what all the HHCG THUMPERS say, there is no susbstitute for the real thing.


Update!!!!
Decided to stay up all day today (ddn't get to sleep last night), so I'm going to hold off on starting P2 until another day, but I'm going to take 3 Apidexin with hopes that it will make me stay up until a normal bedtime. Then hopefully I'll get up at a normal time from now on so I can do the HHCG and Apidexin.

I'm thinking about doing Vlogs. My YouTube name is Queenrilly.
I don't know if doing it from my phone would work or not, it might with this new phone and then I could upload and edit from the computer..... I don't know. I guess it would be cool, but I feel like it would make me turn into every other idiot on the internet. And I would have to turn into one of those people who whore their YouTube accounts all over Facebook and Twitter.... I guess it's not much different as my blog though. I'd just have to write a script or something...
My voice totally sucks on video though...

Ok done thinking aloud, going to look at skinny people clothes online now, lol.

vlcd 9

Well I quit the challenge because I gained and stalled, and I was fed up with it. Too many hcg nazis. So I made my own hcg group for rogues and people who get shit about their goals (like when people are like OMG THATS TOO LOW ARE YOU CRAZY!? Fuck you. That's all I have to say.
So my group is for people that want SUPPORT not judgment.

Did a P2 egg day on Monday, lost 1#, did a Fat Fast day on Tuesday, gained 2.5, did an 800cal day yesterday, and lost the 2.5# I gained from the salt I stupidly took in on the fat fast day. (I ate like half a tub of parmesan cheese lol, 1200mg of salt for the day!
Also I'm probably lighter than 241, but I need to poo! Worst thing about this diet is the not pooing. I did go to the Chinese market and pick up some skinny tea so hopefully that will help. The Thai skinny tea worked wonders on Monday, but I don't know about the Chinese kind.

I'm stopping this round, possibly just an interruption for the weekend, but after the "challenge" I need a break, my mind is melting. I mlneed to get some REAL hcg. This hccg stuff might be working, but it's scary. I don't know if its actually doing anything or if I'm just being anorexic, and my hair is falling out more, which I know is a side effect for some, but it never happened t me before! And never when I was using real rx hcg. Soooooo, that's where I stand. Trying to save enough to buy hcg, syringes, and a bottle of bacteriostatic water, I have a few bottles of it but Jody doesn't know if you should reuse them long after opening. Sooooo I might try it on a vial (I'm planning on getting 2000iu vials) and see what happens. I guess Walmart has good prices on syringes but I don't know if they sell them without a prescription or what, so I think I'll just buy a box from Amazon....

Anyways, still on my phone so I probably wont be updating everyday, but I'll be around.

VLCD3, HHCG - Apidexin Day 12

Down 2lbs this morning, so I'm back down to 245.5lbs! Tomorrow I'm hoping for 243.5 lol. It would be nice to have a steady drop of 2lbs/day for this first week, because I know next week it will be like .5 all the time.

I am back on the Apidexin because I did way too many small cheats yesterday, and just because I had a loss doesn't mean I couldn't have had a bigger loss if I wouldn't have ate those pretzels.
So I took my Apidexin because the hunger suppression is freaking amazing with it. I wouldn't even had remembered to eat my orange this morning if it weren't for my son having been hungry and pulling me into the kitchen.
So we'll see how my loss is tomorrow with the Apidexin, I figure since it's herbal and the capsule is vegetable it won't have a bad effect.

So that's where I stand so far today. I'm planning on having a hamburger patty and tomato for lunch and chicken (probably with broccoli) tonight.

If I have something to say later, I'll post an update.

VLCD2 - hhcg pellets

Alright, I'm going to try skipping the Apidexin today, #1 to check my hunger, #2 to see if it makes me lose less without it while on the HHCG.
I've taken my first dose and I'm strarting to get hungry, so Idk if I'll be able to make it without the Apidexin. =/
We shall see!

I'm out of protein shake powder, so all I have to eat is fruit veggies and frozen chicken and chicken broth for soup. So soup it what I am having. It also reminds me that my microwave is broken and I need to get it fixed while I still have the warrantee, which means I need to go print out my reciept from Best Buy.

I think my blender's starting to go aswell. At this rate I am not going to keep buying stuff from best buy because all the shit I get there breaks! I barely got the microwave in January, and the blender last month. And they're both Oster brand which is a REALLY GOOD BRAND. So WTH!?!?!?!

Being Inpatient Sucks!

I swear I am like THE most impatient person ever.
I feel like a cow for not losing weight right now, lol, I guess that comes with the territory when you've basically been losing constantly and all of a sudden have basically stopped trying to lose. Now I'm supposed to just keep the same weight. That is normally easy for me, but right now my mindset is just: LOSE, LOSE, LOSE!

So I decided to blog right now to take my mind off of buying a 40 day bttle of the hCG pellets lol, because I'm too impatient to wait for my Apidexin. Which has been shipped as of today! =D

So here I am, nothing really to talk about, I just feel like a fat-ass for eating normally I guess, and just maintaining my current weight.
I just want to get back on the losing track.
I think I'm going to try fasting sometimes soon, and maybe on my next hCG round too. That's basically what I do when I replace my meals with protein shakes, a liquid diet. It seems to work best, but after a whil I get bored with it and end up eating normally which does not help with the losing, but is great for the current task of maintaining.


I guess before my Apidexin gets here I should probably work on a meal plan idea and a new food journal section for dieting with the pills. I find that keeping a journal really keeps me on track with my dieting and weight loss. When I don't constantly write in it though, I get off track and start cheating.
Not good at all. I should probably just keep writing constantly, on here, in my journal, on random pieces of paper, wherever, you know? Just to keep my mind on the goal.

16lbs a month should be a piece of cake, making my 130lb goal also a piece of cake, and at the end I'll eventually be able to have A PIECE OF CAKE, LOL.

P3 Starts Tomorrow - Ordered My Apidexin

I've completely given up on this entire round. I am back to my starting weight of 249. I'm not changing my tickers because I'm hoping it will help me to stay focused on getting back down there.

I just ordered my Apidexin diet pills last night, and because of the holiday weekend, and tomorrow being the holiday (Memorial Day), I won't be expecting the pills until at least Thursday-Saturday.
So for the next few days I'm going to be impatiently waiting for them to arrive, and hopefully I'll be stabilized by then and then with the Apidexin I'll be able to lose some more weight this summer, at least getting down to 225-210 if I'm lucky. I expect maybe down to 230 for the first bottle and 210 with the second if losses don't slow too much.

After summer, around August, I'll start the hCG diet again, this time I'm going to try hCG pellets, so homeopathic "hcg". I'm very skeptical of "homeopathic hcg" for the pure fact that it's NOT actual hCG. It's a mix of different herbs and whatever that's supposed to make your body make its own hCG.
My friend Cat is using Intermountain Hcg's pellets and they've been working awesomely for her so far. Hardly any hunger and great losses. So I'm really interested in it. I'm probably going to go with www.gfchealthproducts.info because I can get 3 bottles (40 days each) for $50, instead of at www.intermountainhcg.comwhere you get 2 bottles (40 days each) for $50. I haven't decided what I'm going to do yet, but I have a couple of months to decide, and those two places are the cheapest I've seen. Some people want upwards of $60/bottle! Yeah sorry I'm fat and poor, I don't want to spend $60 for 1 1/2 months when I can get 5 months for $50! Sometimes I wonder where people get their common sense rom, mainly because they don't have any!

So that's where I'm at now, just about to start stabilizing and then back on the diet track with better food options for the summertime!
And after summer, I'll be back to major restrictions and hcg. Hopefully I wont hav the problems I had with this round. I think when my hCG froze on the way to my dad's a couple of weeks ago, it basically died and lost potency.
In short, this round has been completely horrible for me, I've never had any problems or hunger or anything while on hCG until this round and I tried my hardest, even with the unnatural hunger pains, to keep to the protocol and my plan, but sometimes it's just not meant to be. So I lost a few weeks of my weight loss, I'll just try to make up for it later on, and I sitll plan to make goal by early next year.
My goal I guess is to lose at least 120lbs in the next 8 months, which is January.
People have done it before so I feel like it's a reasonable goal, especially since it's only 15lbs/month. I can do 15lbs each month, that should be easy enough.....I hope. =)

VLCD15

Well I guess I didn't lose yesterday like I thought. My scale is really crappy, but I can't afford a good one.
And I was expecting a big loss today but I didn't drink nearly enough water, so I think if I drown myself today I'll lose at least 2lbs of water weight alone lol, not to mention fat.

Also, I didn't get nearly enough sleep, I stayed up watching a movie and then my friend woke me up at 6am.

Tomorrow will be better I think,
And this weekend I'm closing off this round to break for summer.
I'm not as low as I would like to be, but I'm still closer to my "Before July" goal than I was. I have 20lbs to the number I wanted over summer.
That being said I was going to go another round through June to make it to my goal of 225 for July.
225 to me is like 125 is to normal people lol, my perfect weight (while I'm still fat).

I guess I might update when I have more to say.
But I'll probably forget instead. Lol.

VLCD14

Well, I couldn't get a good read from my scale this morning, I'm somewhere between 243.5 and 245.5, so I'm just going to mark 245 off of my mini goal list to the side --->

Yesterday I had my shake for breakfast, steak tacos for lunch, and a shake for dinner.
So it seems as long as I only have one actual meal when drinking the shakes my weight goes down.
Its easier to just have shakes here at dad's and one meal, because there's a lot of food here I'm not allowed to have on the VLC diet.

Today's thinspiration will be legs and stomachs.
I looked in the mirror last night and I think my thighs are finally getting smaller!
This is AWESOME to me because my thighs, well my legs in general, are like skinny girls' legs in one pantleg lol.
There's a good goal. To be able to stand in one pantleg of my current pants down the road, lol.

P3D5

I don't know about my weight today since I didn't go to sleep last night and only took a nap or two today.
If I had to go by my weight after a nap, then I gained 2lbs. But since I haven't slept, that isn't accurate.

I mixed my hCG tonight so I'm going to cycle back to P2 already, and load tomorrow.
Then on Tuesday will be my first day of VLC with only protein shakes and fruit, with vitamins and supplements.

Going by the results of one woman who lost 20.4lbs on W1 of P2 by only drinking protein shakes 3x/day, I figure my loses will be a little slower than that (due to fruit and my daily slice of bacon), but will be quite similar, so I should be able to get to goal (225) by the end of this P2 (R3P2), but because that's a small amount over 1lb/day, I won't be bummed if I don't make it. Any losses are good ones. =)
I'm just glad I found a way to lose weight in the first place.
As long as I keep going down I'm happy with that.

As for hCG, I'm planning on buying 5 vials at the end of this week for $70, and 5 vials later when I can get the money, so I never have to stop. And if this round seems to be going well I might just make it a long round. It would be !AWESOME¡ if I could lose 40lbs in 40 days, that would be 209 before the end of June, which would be almost halfway to my absolute goal.

As you can see, I'm excited, and who wouldn't be?
I've already lost as much as my son weighs, and he isn't fun to carry around. The weight of a car tire. WOW.

On my P3s I am going to do some exercising, using my Wave, and my Wii game "Shape Up W/ Jenny McCarthy". It's actually a really annoying game but it's fun in its own way. The Wave is a BLAST and it worked every muscle in your body, super fun and makes you sore in the morning.


Has anyone noticed my new "Summer-y" blog layout?
Well, I think it's fun,
I hope the font color is readable, it's the best I could choose from.

P3D4

.5 gain, no biggie because its beneath 2lbs seeing as how I'm supposed to be maintaining.
Today I've had around 1220 calories.
I had beef fajitas, (a small piece of pizza), protein shake w/cocoa and strawberries, and part of a salad with a piece of bacon.

I've also been exercising (shape up on the wii and my wave/videos) these past couple of days. My legs hurt buy I love to exercise its fun. And I have one more week of P3 to exercise more until P2 again.

Will finish writing later.
I'm being forced to go to my boyfriend's friend's house in north scottsdale.

Ok - 3 hours later -
So I ate a chocolate chip cookie, but that's all, which is good because they had pizza and chips everywhere. No question why that girl is overweight, everything at her house is either prcoess or sugar. At least she has a boyfriend now, that kind of wanes my thoughts of her being a stripper/hooker, now she's just a stripper. (I don't mean that badly, it's her job, even if she graduated from college and is still doing it...)

Actually I've been talking to my boyfriend, I might take some of those *lap dance exercise classes* and be a stripper when I get skinny. His friend (the aforementioned stripper) makes up to $3k/night! Hell yes! I could send my son to that Chinese speaking daycare we wanted and when he's old enough - PRIVATE SCHOOL! And I can go to any college I can get into (within means).
Its an exciting thought, especially when you weren't. Brainwashed into thinking all strippers are dirty trash whores. There are a LOT of NICE NICE clubs out there. (With RICH RICH guys) and most don't allow complete nudity anymore.

So now I'm hunkering down on the couch, watching Numb3rs (I'm almost done with all the seasons/episodes on Netflix). David Krumholtz is so cute, I've had a crush on him since the first Santa Clause came out, but he definitely looks cuter when he has longer hair. I have a thing for "Jew Hair" on guys lol.

I must be good on drinking my water since I've been running to the bathroom all night.
I'll exercise when I start to feel tired so I stay awake today. I'm tired of sleeping in the day time.

P3D2

Here's a picture I took on Monday to show my 13.5lb loss.
It doesn't look like I lost at all. Ok maybe a little. But I expected more of a difference.



I gained 2lbs from my pizza binge last night.
So I did a steak day today for a total of 469cals.

A steak day is comprised of fasting all day (water only) until dinner, where you have a large steak (6oz for me), and a large apple or tomato (I only had tomatoes so that's what I had).

I also went and made a bunch of meal plans to keep myself on track and restricting calories between 600-900/day.

I am not going to fuck up again. I want to be skinny. Why do I keep sabotaging myself?
At this rate (losing 2.3-3lbs/week) I should be to my goal by May 2012. I don't want it to take longer than that! That's already an entire year!
I know, compared to being fat my entire life it's nothing, but I'm tired of being fat and I'm only getting older. I want to get skinny while I still look good.

And it would be nice to be down another 20lbs by July so I can fit into my "skinny pants", lol yeah, size 18 in American eagle is skinny to me. See why I want to turn into a stick figure instantly?
No instead I have one more year of looking in the mirror at a fat ass.
Luckily I just noticed my face is starting to look normal (skinny) again. Its really nice to start looking like myself (pre-baby weight) and not some blob person.

Well tomorrow will tell how that steak day treated me, and tomorrow I'm also back to protein shakes, fruit, and weighing what meat I do I eat.

P3 D1

Right, well, I feel like a mega fatass. I totally binged on pizza.
I ate 2 little chicken things (574cal total), 2 pieces of bacon (50cal total), half a tuna sand (100cal), and half of a cheese pizza (1180cal, yeah yeah not p3 I know bite me you goodie goodie).
I probably won't gain anything tomorrow, but from now on I'm just going to up my protein shakes and add fruits and veggies.
My stomach is hurting sooooo bad right now. I feel like puking.
I'm never eating that much ever again!

I was at same weight today as yesterday so that's good, now I just have to keep it there.

I can't wait to start P2 again on the 16th.

vlcd16

Well I'm still only down 10lbs, but that's because I've been bad about sticking to protocol friendly foods. (Like pizza)
But, I'm not planning on letting that week slow me down. I only gained 2lbs and then stalled and lost those 2lbs.
So here I am, checking in, I've been checking out tons of thinspiration, trying to keep my eyes on the goal, and I know that I really need to focus and make sure I don't screw up, I'm already 20lbs down, only another 130 to go lol.
Through some of the thinspiration, I've seen before and afters of girls who have done it in less than a year, so I know it's possible if I keep my head in the game.

4 more days of P2 and I can't decide whether to keep going or do P3 and back to P2 again before July.
I'm hoping to get to size 18 by july, it would be nice to fit in my old pants again.

VLCD2 -2.5lbs from vlcd1

This morning I woke up to a nice loss of 2.5lbs! Woohoo!
I never peed so much in my life as I did yesterday.
And I had to skip my vegetables because I don't have any in the house that are on protocol until payday.

Yesterday I had lots of tea sweetened with truvia, and water.
An apple for a noon snack.
Grilled chicken with curry spices for lunch and dinner. (2pm & 8pm)
An apple for 6pm snack
Cauliflower with dinner (only veggie, even remotely close to any protocol, I had)

Today I had lots of tea and water (not as much as yesterday but I'm still running clear lol)
Chicken (same as yesterday @ 2 & 6 this time) with grilled onion (2 slices)
A couple slices of thin ham (97% fat free 20 calories for 2 slices) don't shoot me because it's not on protocol. I honestly needed the flavor.
An orange each at around 5pm and 8pm.

If I stall I'm just going to accept it, I don't think I will because of my lack of vegetable though.

Preload day 2

Lost .5lb!
Thank goodness I'm preloading or that would really tell me that I need to eat more fat. Hopefully when my mom comes tomorrow I'll be able to get some good ol' fats in my system.

Today I ate:
My famous Sonoran scrambled eggs! (Which have scrambled eggs, bacon, chilis, cilantro, onion, lots of oil and ripped up corn torillas)
3 glasses whole milk
Big bowl of cereal with whole milk
Chicken teriyaki stir-fry with cabbage, chilis, cauliflower, cilantro, and onions

I know, not fatty enough but I'm working on it, REALLY!

Tomorrow the real loading begins!

I also took my measurments today:
Bust: 42
Waist: 41.5
Hips: 53

How about I make a goal for that:
Bust: 34
Waist: 27
Hips: 36

Also, I decided my end goal should be 118lbs (19 BMI)
But, for this round my goal is 237lbs (or more if I'm lucky =D)
That's 23lbs to lose in 23days. Wish me luck!

Hello Fatty Foods! (get ready for goodbye)

Starting weight before loading: 260.5

Today I took my first injection of this round. I mixed 3.2ml bac. Water and 1ml vitamin B12 with 5000iu hcg. Taking a daily dose of .15ml for 175iu hcg.

I think the B12 is supposed to help with hunger and sleep, we'll see how that goes.
I didn't get hungry last time and I slept great so maybe it will help with something else. I know I don't get enough vitamins right now I've been slacking, hopefully I will while on tthe diet.

My son is being a monster latel, so that will probably not help when it comes time to eat protocol friendly, but if I can't do it normally I will try vegetarian or drinking extra teas or something.
Hell, maybe I'll go "rogue" and eat extra protien or extra veggies.
Maybe I'll do the 800 cal version if I can't stick to 500. Anyways, I am going to stick to some sort of version of this diet and ride it out and lose some damn weight before summer!

Today I ate:
Chicken salad sandwich
Chicken fried steak
Mashed potatoes with butter and gravy
Corn with butter
Big bowl of cereal
Cheese
Bologna, ham, bacon, tomato, and cheese sandwich

Its not much but I don't want to turn into a cow on my two "pre-load" days (I'm doing an extra two days of loading so I can eat cupcakes at my son's birthday party)

I will try to keep you more informed than last time, hopefully keeping myself on track that way!

VLCD4 (-1.5lbs)

Well today I was awakened with cheeseits so I had a couple (my baby brought cheeseits to my bed and left them there when he woke me up).
Drank water and tea all day.
Had shrimp and beansprouts (I know its not on the list it was the only veggie option where I went aparently)) for a very late lunch (like 6 o'clock).
Came home and had a little chicken and an orange.
(Also snuck some rice crackers, shame on me lol.)

So we'll see if I stall or gain after my variated diet today.
I was still under 500 cals so hopefully the food doesn't bother my body or the hCG.

Yesterday...what did I have...hm...*thinking*
For lunch I had a hamburger patty with mustard and asparagus with a strawberry balsamic reduction and strawberries.
Ate dinner around 8:30pm, was at the mall so we had the Japanese food they have and I had shrimp and cabbage. Luckily this place uses water instead of oil and very light seasoning. (Also stole a couple piece of brocolli when hubby wasn't looking, ooh I'm such a rogue!) So for the most part protocol friendly yesterday.
Lost 1.5lbs

I'm looking into making "Cocoa Crack" or "Cocoa Mug Cake" which are rogue-ish, but from what I've read, hasn't deterred anyone's progress. (Most likely eaten in moderatation)
People do a lot of variating to make this diet more user-friendly, for the most part I will stick to Dr. S' stuff, but sometimes a person gets cravings right?
I'm not a crazy adventurer though.
Some doctors came up with an 800 calorie version and after losing nothing on VCLD3, I'm afraid of even going 20 cals over lol.

Well there's my update. Don't shoot me for cheating a few times, I know there are hCG Nazis out there waiting to pounce.


[b]I am now at 261.5lbs, that is down from my pre-hCG weight of 264.5 and loading weight of 266.5.
It's also down from my February 7th 2011 weight of 272lbs, so in the past two weeks I have lost 10.5lbs! YAY!!!
5 (or 4.5) of those are from the hCG diet in the past 4 days![/b]