I feel like a cow for not losing weight right now, lol, I guess that comes with the territory when you've basically been losing constantly and all of a sudden have basically stopped trying to lose. Now I'm supposed to just keep the same weight. That is normally easy for me, but right now my mindset is just: LOSE, LOSE, LOSE!
So I decided to blog right now to take my mind off of buying a 40 day bttle of the hCG pellets lol, because I'm too impatient to wait for my Apidexin. Which has been shipped as of today! =D
So here I am, nothing really to talk about, I just feel like a fat-ass for eating normally I guess, and just maintaining my current weight.
I just want to get back on the losing track.
I think I'm going to try fasting sometimes soon, and maybe on my next hCG round too. That's basically what I do when I replace my meals with protein shakes, a liquid diet. It seems to work best, but after a whil I get bored with it and end up eating normally which does not help with the losing, but is great for the current task of maintaining.
I guess before my Apidexin gets here I should probably work on a meal plan idea and a new food journal section for dieting with the pills. I find that keeping a journal really keeps me on track with my dieting and weight loss. When I don't constantly write in it though, I get off track and start cheating.
Not good at all. I should probably just keep writing constantly, on here, in my journal, on random pieces of paper, wherever, you know? Just to keep my mind on the goal.
16lbs a month should be a piece of cake, making my 130lb goal also a piece of cake, and at the end I'll eventually be able to have A PIECE OF CAKE, LOL.
