Christmas - FAIL - Waiting for New Years!

So a round before Xmas was apparently not the best idea, actually I've learned a very good lesson just in case I'm still dieting towards Halloween next year 2012, DO NOT DIET AROUND HALLOWEEN OR AFTER!!! lmao.
I seem to be stabilized around 238 so that's fine except that I'm 9lbs above my lowest weight from the Halloween Challenge.. Ok technically over that even since I did get down to 225.5, but we'll stick with the 229.5 lol since it makes me feel better about my gain.

We are starting a New Years Challenge Dec 30-Jan 1(load days) for 21+ days, so I'm going to completely clean out the house and make this round count and get fucking skinny like I should already be right now instead of still being a fatass. If I didn't fuck around and be so naughty I could have made goal already and be wearing those fucking size 5 skinny jeans I have hanging on my bedroom wall that hubby's neice gave me.

Oh well. I still have until July (when the girls and I are going to Las Vegas together) to get spine skinny and ready for bikinis and daquiris, so hopefully I'll stop fucking around this year.
This will be my first time ever making a New Year's Resolution, let alone a NYR for DIETING! I'm not really a resolution sort of person, but it's time for a fucking change and I love the confidence I gain as I look healthier and less....StayPuft. Lol.

I'm going to be looking at more thinspiration like I used to, hoping this will keep me on task since I used to do alot better when I was actively looking at and posting thinspo.
I'm also going to try to keep up with updates on here and also with video updates on YouTube.

Wish me luck, and I hope you all have a not so naughty Christmas, and a skinny fucking New Year!!!

New vlog, DOWN 1#

Hey everyone, so yesterday I had yogurt, half a brownie, steak, and stir-fry right? well, to my surprise (thinking that brownie was going to make my shoot myself, lol) DOWN 1LB!
Only one left to get to LIW and blow it out of the water before next weekend!!


IDK what I'm eating today, or drinking for that matter since our water is off because someone broke the plumbing again.....
So far today I'm having a cup of yogurt with walnuts and strawberries.

It's really not as good as it sounds, i dont like fruit and nuts to be mixed lol.
Or nuts and yogurt for that matter.

Might update later, ttys

down 1.5

Can't remember exactly, but this morning I was down 1.5-2#

Worried about tomorrow since I had in-person classes today and I was running around before them,  so I didn't eat anything except a couple of peaches, and then around 5-5:30 I had pizza since I didn't have time to cook anything before I had to leave for my next class.

Trying to find a babysitter is my newest task.
Apparently the government doesn't care about childcare anymore.

Same As Yesterday

So my weight didn't move, which is MUCH BETTER THAN GAINING.
Tomorrow I plan on gianing though. I was out on the lakes all day and ate alot of stuff I shouldn't have. ALSO, I don't think I've barely drank ANY water at all.
I'll attempt to make up for it tomorrow, hoping to make tomorrow a sort of Fage Day, but with 2% Fage instead of Fage Total (full fat). We'll see how that goes! Yikes.
I have alot to do tomorrow, I have to go into the college and talk to the financial people, and go check into stuff elsewhere.
I might go to the college but I don't feel like sitting around the other place AT ALL. But I do need to find a daycare for Stacy for when I have my first class on Tuesdays and Thursdays.... English Comp I think...

Anyways, I ate egg whites, beef, hamburger, nuts, fruit, and popcorn today. Didn't count calories and don't care about it right now, I'll deal with it tomorrow, I only have to lose 6lbs (from yesterday and today) to make it to my goal of where I want to be at the end of this vial of hCG.
Sooooo. Wish me luck, I think I can lose it in no time if I work a correction or two, and eat as clean as possible.

Slow and steady wins the race...

Down .5# this morning.

Also, went to Denny's this morning and had a grilled chicken breast and salad. About 140 cals I think.
I don't know whether to do extra protein or 500 cals today...
I guess we'll see tonight.

Sorry I haven't been updating with what I eat, but I forget to while I'm on my phone only.
Should be going to look at new computers later on today. If not I'll order one for ship-to-store if they don't have any cheap and powerful ones in stock. I need a computer with good graphics and tons of memory.

I'm excited lol. It only puts me one step closer to getting my associates through online classes at a local community college. Then I'll only have to go to University for 2 years I think.
I'll get that sorted out later on.

Have a good one!

It's been a while.... (UPDATED)

And I've gained a few pounds but I'm not worried about it in the least.

I've been staying up too late, and in turn I have not been taking my Apidexin.
Sooooo, I'm thinking about starting P2 again tomorrow....But I really don't want to do the hhcg pellets again, I'm afraid of being hungry, and of my hair falling out again. I wouldn't be so worried if I did the Apidexin with the pellets, but I don't wake up early enough to take it! I could just take one and that might be ok....If I wake up early enough tomorrow, I'll try it and see how it goes.

I will be attempting to only having protein shakes with fruit, this doesn't work out so well with the hhcg though, I get hungry. So, with the 600-800 cal protocol in mind, I will have a 4oz steak for dinner if I get hungry towards the end of the day.

So I guess that's it, and I should be getting some HCG (Rx) before the end of the month, which will make it soooooooo much easier for me to stick with it. I LOVE INJECTIONS, and it's THE BEST WAY, the do HCG. I don't care what all the HHCG THUMPERS say, there is no susbstitute for the real thing.


Update!!!!
Decided to stay up all day today (ddn't get to sleep last night), so I'm going to hold off on starting P2 until another day, but I'm going to take 3 Apidexin with hopes that it will make me stay up until a normal bedtime. Then hopefully I'll get up at a normal time from now on so I can do the HHCG and Apidexin.

I'm thinking about doing Vlogs. My YouTube name is Queenrilly.
I don't know if doing it from my phone would work or not, it might with this new phone and then I could upload and edit from the computer..... I don't know. I guess it would be cool, but I feel like it would make me turn into every other idiot on the internet. And I would have to turn into one of those people who whore their YouTube accounts all over Facebook and Twitter.... I guess it's not much different as my blog though. I'd just have to write a script or something...
My voice totally sucks on video though...

Ok done thinking aloud, going to look at skinny people clothes online now, lol.