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Here's a picture I took on Monday to show my 13.5lb loss.
It doesn't look like I lost at all. Ok maybe a little. But I expected more of a difference.



I gained 2lbs from my pizza binge last night.
So I did a steak day today for a total of 469cals.

A steak day is comprised of fasting all day (water only) until dinner, where you have a large steak (6oz for me), and a large apple or tomato (I only had tomatoes so that's what I had).

I also went and made a bunch of meal plans to keep myself on track and restricting calories between 600-900/day.

I am not going to fuck up again. I want to be skinny. Why do I keep sabotaging myself?
At this rate (losing 2.3-3lbs/week) I should be to my goal by May 2012. I don't want it to take longer than that! That's already an entire year!
I know, compared to being fat my entire life it's nothing, but I'm tired of being fat and I'm only getting older. I want to get skinny while I still look good.

And it would be nice to be down another 20lbs by July so I can fit into my "skinny pants", lol yeah, size 18 in American eagle is skinny to me. See why I want to turn into a stick figure instantly?
No instead I have one more year of looking in the mirror at a fat ass.
Luckily I just noticed my face is starting to look normal (skinny) again. Its really nice to start looking like myself (pre-baby weight) and not some blob person.

Well tomorrow will tell how that steak day treated me, and tomorrow I'm also back to protein shakes, fruit, and weighing what meat I do I eat.