P3 Starts Tomorrow - Ordered My Apidexin

I've completely given up on this entire round. I am back to my starting weight of 249. I'm not changing my tickers because I'm hoping it will help me to stay focused on getting back down there.

I just ordered my Apidexin diet pills last night, and because of the holiday weekend, and tomorrow being the holiday (Memorial Day), I won't be expecting the pills until at least Thursday-Saturday.
So for the next few days I'm going to be impatiently waiting for them to arrive, and hopefully I'll be stabilized by then and then with the Apidexin I'll be able to lose some more weight this summer, at least getting down to 225-210 if I'm lucky. I expect maybe down to 230 for the first bottle and 210 with the second if losses don't slow too much.

After summer, around August, I'll start the hCG diet again, this time I'm going to try hCG pellets, so homeopathic "hcg". I'm very skeptical of "homeopathic hcg" for the pure fact that it's NOT actual hCG. It's a mix of different herbs and whatever that's supposed to make your body make its own hCG.
My friend Cat is using Intermountain Hcg's pellets and they've been working awesomely for her so far. Hardly any hunger and great losses. So I'm really interested in it. I'm probably going to go with www.gfchealthproducts.info because I can get 3 bottles (40 days each) for $50, instead of at www.intermountainhcg.comwhere you get 2 bottles (40 days each) for $50. I haven't decided what I'm going to do yet, but I have a couple of months to decide, and those two places are the cheapest I've seen. Some people want upwards of $60/bottle! Yeah sorry I'm fat and poor, I don't want to spend $60 for 1 1/2 months when I can get 5 months for $50! Sometimes I wonder where people get their common sense rom, mainly because they don't have any!

So that's where I'm at now, just about to start stabilizing and then back on the diet track with better food options for the summertime!
And after summer, I'll be back to major restrictions and hcg. Hopefully I wont hav the problems I had with this round. I think when my hCG froze on the way to my dad's a couple of weeks ago, it basically died and lost potency.
In short, this round has been completely horrible for me, I've never had any problems or hunger or anything while on hCG until this round and I tried my hardest, even with the unnatural hunger pains, to keep to the protocol and my plan, but sometimes it's just not meant to be. So I lost a few weeks of my weight loss, I'll just try to make up for it later on, and I sitll plan to make goal by early next year.
My goal I guess is to lose at least 120lbs in the next 8 months, which is January.
People have done it before so I feel like it's a reasonable goal, especially since it's only 15lbs/month. I can do 15lbs each month, that should be easy enough.....I hope. =)