My Goals: An Explanation

My "Thinspiration"
I use the word "thinspiration" because that's what it is, inspiration to be thin.
Yes, I enjoy looking to thin people as inspiration and that is my choice.
IT DOES NOT MEAN I WANT TO BE THEM.
Or have an "unhealthy" view of how I should be.
And no-one has the right to judge those people, or the ones who wish to look like them.
You don't know what they actually weigh do you? You're not them.
I don't aim for bones, but if you do I'm not one to judge.
I'm glad if you enjoy my choices in photography and my idea of a type of beauty.
If you don't like it, scroll past it or push the little "x" in the top corner, easy right?
It keeps me focused on my goal of a flat stomach and small thighs instead of raiding the fridge to feed my tree-trunk legs. (Literally, they're 30" around.)

My Goal Number of 114.5:
I have a small number for a goal because I think it's a good kick-in-the-ass to keep me on track to becoming thinner, and again, keep me from eating a house due to dieting and restraint, lol.
Its not any different than taping a bikini picture from a magazine on your fridge to avoid extra goodies. Or hanging a goal pair of pants to your bedroom wall or closet door.
I don't have money to buy a pair of pants I can't wear for a year, or possibly ever.
Reciepts don't last forever, pictures I can take down if I give up.

Different Views:
A "healthy weight" is is not the same for everyone.
My healthy weight is between 115 and 125, 130 starts in on a little belly flub.
(I know because my best friend is the exact same build and height, but she's thin, size 7)
My mom is also in the higher 120s and a little flubbery, she's shorter by an inch or 2, so she has a smaller number than will be my end goal.

A Note To The "Do-Gooders"
In the end, for all you people who think they should "save" everyone from themselves and go all Dr. Oz, Dr. Phil on their ass.
Also, I know there are a lot of HCG self-appointed GODS, but I'm not into arguing, and "purist" methodology? Well, I'm over that.
And seriously? What kind of idiot is going to worry about a 250lb person losing "too-much" weight?
I think bored people need hobbies, and I don't think I want to be someone's hobby.

A flat stomach is my ultimate goal and I don't think that's unhealthy.

Do notice that I said a flat stomach and not "the skeleton look".

I weigh 245lbs and even when I do weigh up to 290 I can feel my hip bones, ribs, and collarbones. THROUGH my lovely fat and skin...when I lay down, lol. Why would I need any affirmation that they're there more than that?
"Here, scoot over or I'll poke you with my bones."
Yeah, no thanks.


Attention Everybody:
If it works for you, then work it.
There is no "right way" for every individual person.



By the way, does anyone know who Kate Moss is?
Someone left me a comment talking about her eating disorders and idk who the hell she is...and I definitely don't care about her personal issues.
I guess I'll go Google around.


COMPLETELY OFF TOPIC:
Unlike most (apparently), I don't worry myself with other peoples lives.
Which makes me think of the whole Arnold and Maria thing. PEOPLE, GET A LIFE, I don't see people freaking out half as much when normal men or women cheat. And it kind of comes with the fame business to have the option of cheating. Maybe he had a reason to do it. Like unhappiness.
Now I'm reminded me of that Dr Phil mistresses episode.
More high and mighties judging everyone but themselves.