Apidexin Day 9 - hCG Pellets Load Day 1

So this morning I was up 1.5lbs, which is good considering that I ate half a pizza last night.
I am noticing that I look thinner, so maybe I'm losing inches.

I took my first hcg pellets when I got up today, and as I write right now I have my second dose under my tongue. Keeping them under the tongue is kind of hard, but I'm sure I'll get used to it. They are sweet and melt pretty evenly though.
We'll see how well they work when I start the VLC (very low calorie) days on Monday... Well technically on Tuesday when I have my first loss.
I'm going to try to stay as on protocol as possible, I don't think I'll have a problem since I'm taking the Apidexin too, I probably wont have any urge to eat at all.

My Hubby went paintballing with our neighbor earlier.
I know I said I would wait, but when he gets home I want to go to Ross and get a pair of pants/pedal-pushers since all I have are three pairs of pants and one pair is ripping in the thighs, another is heavy material and almost falling off! And the last pair is hiding in a pile of dirty clothes.
I need pants desperately and I don't think these are going to last much longer!
Maybe I'll be able to fit in a pair of 20s or 18s! Exciting!

So I've been trying not to swallow and I just noticed that my pellets are completely gone. Lol, I've been sitting here, focusing on not moving my tongue and they were gone already! I feel like a dork haha.

So eating the pizza last night made me really sick to my stomach and it still hurts but it seems to be getting better. I just stuffed as much tuna salad and cheese as I could, but maybe I'll be able to eat more if my stomach stops hurting.
I really need to load well this time. I haven't been loading good at all these past couple of rounds and I feel like I could've done much better if I would have loaded better.

Wish me luck!!