Apidexin Day 4

First day without Dextoxufree. I'm actually up a pound today, but I'm not worried about it because it's due to a giant bowl of $7 ramen I had yesterday at this little ramen place. It wasn't even that great (made by white poeple is why) so I'm kind of ticked about the pound, but I'm not worried about it!

I didn't take my Apidexin until like 11:30am, I was getting hungry so I decided to take it, and now (1:00pm), I'm not hungry at all and I was going to eat like an hour ago, but I forgot.
This pill would be awesome if I were anorexic lol. And I probably wouldn't eat at all right now if I didn't know that I realllly need food and if I don't eat my body will just hold onto the fat more! I DON'T WANT MY BODY TO KEEP THE FAT! So I'm going to go have some lunch. Nothing fancy, probably an orange and maybe some chicken, or pasta salad (no mayo).

I've ordered my HCG pellets from www.gfchealthproducts.info, and Jo and I are either loading this weekend or next Monday and Tuesday, since we're both stabilized (minus my ramen incident). So hopefully we'll be having a LOADING POOL PARTY/FATTY POTLUCK!
I sooo love summer, and I really need some sun, I'm a flipping ghost!