Christmas - FAIL - Waiting for New Years!

So a round before Xmas was apparently not the best idea, actually I've learned a very good lesson just in case I'm still dieting towards Halloween next year 2012, DO NOT DIET AROUND HALLOWEEN OR AFTER!!! lmao.
I seem to be stabilized around 238 so that's fine except that I'm 9lbs above my lowest weight from the Halloween Challenge.. Ok technically over that even since I did get down to 225.5, but we'll stick with the 229.5 lol since it makes me feel better about my gain.

We are starting a New Years Challenge Dec 30-Jan 1(load days) for 21+ days, so I'm going to completely clean out the house and make this round count and get fucking skinny like I should already be right now instead of still being a fatass. If I didn't fuck around and be so naughty I could have made goal already and be wearing those fucking size 5 skinny jeans I have hanging on my bedroom wall that hubby's neice gave me.

Oh well. I still have until July (when the girls and I are going to Las Vegas together) to get spine skinny and ready for bikinis and daquiris, so hopefully I'll stop fucking around this year.
This will be my first time ever making a New Year's Resolution, let alone a NYR for DIETING! I'm not really a resolution sort of person, but it's time for a fucking change and I love the confidence I gain as I look healthier and less....StayPuft. Lol.

I'm going to be looking at more thinspiration like I used to, hoping this will keep me on task since I used to do alot better when I was actively looking at and posting thinspo.
I'm also going to try to keep up with updates on here and also with video updates on YouTube.

Wish me luck, and I hope you all have a not so naughty Christmas, and a skinny fucking New Year!!!

Apidexin Day 11 - VLCD w/ HHCG Pellets Day1

Ok so this morning I took my pellets, and then after those were done (about 30 mins later) I took my Apidexin, and then another...well 2 hours lol because it's 2:06pm now, I ate an orange. I have to admit, I did have a bite of banana around the time when I took the Apidexin.

So I'm feeling really good right now, I am sad that I didn't get to make my Alfredo last night because we waited too late to eat and by then it was too late to cook and faster just to get food.
I didn't even eat it all so I also feel guilty for wasting that money, but I guess my son & hubby will eat it throughout the week.

I'm not feeling hungry today, I think as long as I'm doing something (like being online), I don't think about eating, but I am having cravings for the alfredo I didn't get to make.

Tonight for dinner I'm going to make chicken strip fry or something and skip the rice. Also, I'm out of shirataki noodles, so it's going to be a very boring dinner for me, but as long as I lose at least my loading weight tomorrow it will be worth it.
Since it's so late already tonight, I'll have a protein shake in about an hour with strawberries. Maybe I should nix the stir-fry tonight and just make today and protein shake and fruit day.
I'll probably drop 5lbs! lol.

I guess I'll have to think about it.

Just Ordered

Last night I ordered 45 days worth of HCG.
Which I will receive in hopefully 1-2 weeks.
I'll be starting Dr. Simeons' protocol around March 20th or 21st!
And by summer I should be down at least 25lbs! Yay! (Hoping for more of course, I only have 130 total to lose!)
I will definitely keep updating.