Loading Day2 - Apidexin Day 10

Yesterday was my first loading day for this round of using pellets.
And: dun da da da! I gained .5lbs.
I probably would have gained more, but I did a salt flush (basically saline laxative), because my stomach has hurt since Friday and I can't figure out what to do to fix it!
I had tuna salad, fried chicken, french fries, mac and cheese, sushi (tune and salmon, cream cheese, avodcado)....I think that's it.
It's not alot, but I was feeling sick all day yesterday so I think it's a pretty good amount since I didn't want to eat any of it besides the sushi, because I LOVE SUSHI!!!
Which is an expensive love to have, but sooo yummy.

I finally decided what to do for my "weight loss tattoo", I'm going to get something all the way down the side of my leg, like this:

With my lost weight numbers hiding throughout, or maybe I'll just do the pretty flowers on one leg and the long addition problem on my other thigh! I don't know, I have alot of time to think about it.

Loading Day #2

So today I took a little less of a dose.
And injecting hurt more than yesterday, I think I did it more at a 90 degree angle this time though...I'll have to experiement with that. Still, it didn't hurt enough to bother me or say it was any sort of pain. More of a pinch. It could be that I didn't let the alcohol from the wipe dry enough too.

Anyways I took a smaller dose to see if it would make me more hungry for my last loading day.
Nope. Still not hungry!
Had to force myself to eat all day.
So far the only thing I can eat a good amount of is Strawberries, which I need to buy more of because I just ran out. Problem is I got them at a great price and I'm almost completely sure they're going to be back to $4/lb. I got them for $1.77! I was amazed honestly.

Tomorrow I start the VCLD or the "insane 500 calorie diet" as some people have called it.
Freaking Twitter people need to stop tweeting and start reading! This is honestly the most healthy "diet" I've ever heard of. And I'm about to find out that it tastes a hell of a lot better too! Homemade food always tastes better than diet food. No matter how healthy it is.

I don't think I'll have any problem only eating 500kcal for the day. My normal amount is around 1100-1200cals a day anyways. And the hCG really takes away your appetite. Well technically its not taking your appetite, it's just eating body fat instead of stuff you shove in your face. Which I am all for!

I'm so excited to start seeing the pounds drop!

Impossible to Load!

Either I'm really not hungry today, or the hCG REALLY REALLY curbs my appitite!
I'm supposed to be stuffing my face for 2 days, but I can barely eat more than I normally do in a day, which sucks when you're supposed to be eating a buttload of fatty foods!

Omar and I went to look at diamond rings today (there's one on sale at Fred Meyers I was going to get) and there ended up being 2 on sale, same carat weight and same price! Such a dilemma! I like them both. Awesome Valentines though right?
Omar had originally bought me a necklace, but the chain was too small and he majorly overpaid for it so I made him take it back. I told him to pick which ring to get, but he feels like I'll just make him take it back. How can he go wrong with two rings that I picked myself.
I halfway don't want to get a ring because when I lose weight my fingers will get smaller too.
I don't think I'll get it (the ring) because I only have so much money and I want to save it (we were going to go halfsies). But, we'll see.

I wonder what the scale will say in the morning.
Probably not a lot. I suck at this loading thing.
I think I'm going to lower my dose tomorrow and see if that lets me eat more.

I don't really understand the loading thing anyways. I think I have a perfectly good amount of fat already!

Loading Day #1

So yesterday I got the HCG I ordered online. I thought it would take weeks and weeks, but nope, 3 days and they were here. So I'm ready for my short round (23 day) right now, and then in April I'll start a long (43 day) round.

Today I mixed my HCG and took my first subcutaneous injection in my belly fat.
I was super nervous and skiddish about poking myself when it finally came time, but even slow and drawn out, THERE WAS NO PAIN! Maybe a little prick, but it didn't hurt at all!

So far I've just had strawberries and macaroni and cheese, but later I'll have some pizza and a In 'N Out cheeseburger.
I'm not normally hungry anyways, but I think the hCG is already curbing my appetite. It might just be a mental thing though we'll find out once I hit the VLC (very low calorie) days.

I can't wait for loading to be over and to start seeing the scale drop!

BTW - for some reason I've lost 4.5lbs since Sunday? And that's me normally eating and sitting on my butt over the weekend.
Maybe the mindset has kicked in already?
Lol IDK! But, I hope I lose more than 15lbs in these next 23 days!
It would be awesome to get to 250 or less by the time we go to Las Vegas!