Impossible to Load!

Either I'm really not hungry today, or the hCG REALLY REALLY curbs my appitite!
I'm supposed to be stuffing my face for 2 days, but I can barely eat more than I normally do in a day, which sucks when you're supposed to be eating a buttload of fatty foods!

Omar and I went to look at diamond rings today (there's one on sale at Fred Meyers I was going to get) and there ended up being 2 on sale, same carat weight and same price! Such a dilemma! I like them both. Awesome Valentines though right?
Omar had originally bought me a necklace, but the chain was too small and he majorly overpaid for it so I made him take it back. I told him to pick which ring to get, but he feels like I'll just make him take it back. How can he go wrong with two rings that I picked myself.
I halfway don't want to get a ring because when I lose weight my fingers will get smaller too.
I don't think I'll get it (the ring) because I only have so much money and I want to save it (we were going to go halfsies). But, we'll see.

I wonder what the scale will say in the morning.
Probably not a lot. I suck at this loading thing.
I think I'm going to lower my dose tomorrow and see if that lets me eat more.

I don't really understand the loading thing anyways. I think I have a perfectly good amount of fat already!