Down another 3.5! SO my loading weight is gone, plus 1 pound =] Back to 244.5!!!
definitely making this POP thing easier to handle. My losses are always really good until I give in and start mega-cheating though, so lets not jix it now. I'm feeling awesome about myself!!!
So for breakfast, I had my coffee smoothie thing, lol.. I hate coffee, but it helps me to make all my drinks into smoothies to get in all of my water for the day, and obviously, IT'S WORKING!!!
I had to re-calculate my weight to see how much per month I have to lose to even get into ONEderland, 21lbs per month!!!! (Ok, that calculation is actually to get to my lowest MINI-GOAL of 120), which I am sooooo DREAMING OF!!!
So I've wasted alot of time because last time I calculated, I think last month, I would have only had to lose 16lbs/month.
SO THERE YOU GO - PROOF THAT NOT ACTIVELY TRYING TO LOSE WEIGHT IS A WASTE OF TIME!!!! (when you're as heavy as I am at least)
I think for someone big like me a number is VERY HELPFUL just to be able to see what can be in the future. People are all psycho up on me when they hear my goal is 115. I'm 5'6" and I've had a body scan so I know exactly how tiny my bones are...SCARY. 115 is a number. I'll stop when I feel comfortable with my body. And when I blow all of those nay-sayers out of the water with my newfound BONES. I just want a peek, I know they're in there somewhere....At least I think they are...I've never even had a glimpse of them.
I don't want to be the fat friend. I want to be the skinny bitch that gets all the guys and free drinks. The girl that gets let into VIP just because she's HOT.
Yes, that's going to be me.
Ok I have to pee. AGAIN. Gotta love drinking almost a gallon of water every day.
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