After loading weigh-in: 251.5lbs, I GAINED 6 POUNDS LOADING!!!
So I'm back on the P2 wagon, using my HCG pellets from www.gfchealthproducts.info, and Hubby is doing this round with me, he gained almost 7 pounds!!! And I swear I ate more than him, because he kept eating until he felt sick and the HCG seemed to be working on his hunger better than mine.
Now I'm trying to keep cravings at bay, I'm not hungry but I just want to sit around and stuff my face. So I'm going to be online alot this round, because I have to stay POP (perfectly on protocol), which means NO CHEATING AT ALL.
I hate loading mostly because it ruins my whole mindset and makes it really hard to get back to dieting, loading you have to eat all oyu can and that makes the first few days/weeks of VLCD hard because you have to reset your thinking back to "no you're not hungry - you don't need to eat".
So now I have to get back into my anorexic mindset, "Fat-ass, you don't need that food, you're in control, not the cravings, suck on some ice or something!"
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