Hello World!!!! I'm home! - with reply to Elizabeth Sanchez =]

@ Elizabeth - I just enter my foods in my food diaries at www.fatsecret.com and www.myfitnesspal.com (my name is Queenrilly on both), anyways you enter a food and it tells you the amount of calories in it.

I don't put too much stock in caloric intake really, I think "science" has really gotten out of hand.
LIKE REALLY? - How do they know how many "calories" are in EVERY FOOD?
I just do it to make sure I'm close to getting in all my calories for the most part. Sometimes I'm over and sometimes I'm under -shrug- I give up lol. It's a rough estimate based on websites and what people add into the database =] hope that helps!!!
Sorry it was so long winded - Thanks for commenting!! =]]


Onto other things xD
I'm home!!!! And I've been a little piggy ALL WEEK - ON HCG!!!!
BUT! I'm only up...6lbs as of weighing tonight, we'll see in the morning, I've probably gained less, and I know I haven't been getting enough water in AT ALLLLLL.


I just ordered Skin79 The Oriental Gold BB Cream from Amazon last night!!! I am soooo excited to try it and give a review....would like to do a video review or whatever, but alas, no computer. HOPEFULLY I'LL BE ABLE TO GET IT NEXT MONTH!!!! (Computer I mean - the BB cream should be here in a couple of weeks - some say sooner)
Anyways, I'm hoping the BB cream is as awesome as everyone says it is, the only thing I'm worried about is the oiliness of the cream, Eki (http://www.ekiblog.com/) say the Oriental Gold is her favorite, except that it's a little TOO "dewy/oily". So we shall find out!! And I'm afraid maybe it will be too dark, BUT people say it oxidizes to match your natural color (if you're tan-white, it's not for dark people).
I wish I could afford to get some new eye shadows - I really need matte colors!!!
And colored contacts would be cool, but since I don't really go out they would be pointless because I would never show them off!! Maybe after I start at University next year.


SO, onto HCG things.
I an currently using OVIDAC (2000iu vial - 14 days), and INJECTING, at between 150-175IU - depending on how I feel that day, sometimes I get hungry and then skip and then I'm fine so I go down to 150iu and if I'm hungry in the morning after... Well, I play around with it lol.
So I haven't been hungry on the Ovidac, I've just been eating everything in sight at my dad's house!!!
Cake, ice cream/sherbert, steak with fat, noodles, cookies, diet soda....Yeeeeeeah. Seriously though, if it ended up in front of my face, it ended up in my stomach.
So now that I'm home I am feeling comfortable and confident that I will be MOP/POP (My Own Protocol/Perfectly On Protocol) from here on out until my 2000iu runs out at the end of next week!! =]
Excited to get rid of the 230s this coming week =]

Ovidac

Alrighty, so no Internet and I'm visiting my dad, so I'm on my phone.
I just mixed and injected some Ovidac last night, I'm hoping it works well. So far I'm not hungry at all, I actually had to force myself through the BLT I had for lunch, so that's a good sign.
I do have to say that going in it felt fine, but a little while afterwards, the injection site sort of stung for a while, but after injecting b12 last time I used Rx Hcg I don't think any small stinging will ever bother me again haha.

Its really nice not having to worry about whether or not the hhcg is doing anything. Or worrying about my heart failing or something due to starvation. I feel LOADS better physically and I've only been off the hhcg for two days!

So I'm glad to be on.the Rx Hcg as of today, not looking forward to weighing while here at my dad's though, there's carpet only - everywhere - and I'm up 5lbs since I weighed yesterday at home. Sooooo, I won't have a correct readout until I get home sometime during the week. Which stinks, but it might be nice if my weight is down A TON when I get home after feeling like a fatass while here.

MIL gave me some more clothes, mostly XL, and they mostly all fit! Of course they're all lounge/pajama-wear, but my normal pj's are 2-3X! So 1x-xl is worth celebrating. ALSO, when we went to BIL/MIL's my niece-in-laws both commented on how much weight I've lost!  And I've only lost like 10# since I saw them last, but I was wearing a tighter shirt. Last time, oldest NIL didn't even say anything, I had to coax it out of her! This time I just walked in and she was like "WOW YOU'VE GOTTEN SKINNIER!"
That feels really good coming from a teenager 1/3 of my size. Especially since she's the one I got my thinspiration jeans from that are hanging on my bedroom wall - size 5.
She's a bit bigger now. Shes going to explode if she keeps eating crap, but you can't tell that to someone who doesn't want to hear it, especially a kid, I know that from experience. She probably gets it enough from her grandmother anyways, even though the granmother is the reason she eats nothing but crap. Bread and sugar, I swear that's all they eat or drink. No wonder all the kids are fattening up. I should talk to BIL about it.

VLCD6

Apparently the cantaloupe yesterday was a bad idea. Goose egg today (no loss & no gain).

Today I have a job interview with ULTA at 4:30p, hope it goes well, but not really worried about since I just did the application for kicks, not for an actual job, or results, but it would be nice to get out of the house. Even for work. Plus, I love beauty products lol, it should just be like my old job at TradeSecret. I think my friend Paige worked there at one time. (ULTA I mean)
I think the interview's at 4:30p, I'm going to call ahead to make sure it's not 4p.
I still need to find the car keys too lol.

SO ANYWAYS:
Michelle and I are going to do POP (perfectly on protocol) for the rest of the week and see how that treats us. Hopefully I'll lose awesomely. HOPEFULLY. =]

What I Ate 8/1/11

So today's not over yet, but so far I have eaten:

Protein shake: 140 cals
Fudgsicle: 40 cals

Beef fajitas: 118 cals
Corn tortillas: 100 cals
SF Gello: 5 cals

Total so far: 408 calories


I'm going to do half a cantaloupe tonight before dinner - just to see if it does anything.
Which brings me to a total of: 502 calories!

VLCD5

DOWN 2#!!!!
Makes me feel alot better after .5 and .5 this weekend.
But I still feel like doing some sort of load/mini-steak day or something just to kick the losses up a bit.

An hour later:
Ok, I decided to do a week of more strict POP - 500-800 cals (probably 500 since that's what I'm used to and I'm paranoid about straying from Dr. Simeons).
My friend Michelle is going to do a week of POP, so I thought it would be a good idea to be like a buddy system.

I just realized yesterday I had 2 slices of bacon and a Carbmaster yogurt, corn tortillas and everything and I lost 2# over the .5# that I've been losing.
I wonder what's up with that.


Another hour later:
I am so slacking on my bloggin today, I keep getting sidetracked!!!

So I keep getting poeple telling me to VLOG.
I don't want to VLOG. lol. Vllllogggg. Yeah, no thanks!
I think just to make my friends happy, I will do at least 1 VLOG when I get a new computer with a webcam. As of now, I don't have a cam besides my phone, and I tried vlogging with that and it did not work out well. I think maybe the lighting in my house sucks and MY VOICE IS FUCKING UGLY!! Michelle says it's not, but I hate how I sound recorded on stuff. If I didn't I would have popped out a record by now lol. I love how I sound, but I don't like how I sound played back after being recorded.
Sorry, lots of cussing, I hate my voice lol, I sound like a man I think. Apparently not so, but I think so so there you go =]



My awesome friend MICHELLE!

VLCD4 ad What I Ate 7/31/2011

Down .5 from my guess of -.5 yesterday. Or I could have stalled yesterday and lost a whole pound today. Don't know, not worried about it.
I weighed at midday and I was down another 1.5#, so I'm hoping that's a good sign for the morning.

I'm thinking of doing a Fage day or Mini-load....fat fast? SOMETHING tomorrow, to jump start my losses again. I'll take a look at P2 correction/cheat ideas right now before I go to bed, I'm having a hard time keeping my eyes open!

Strawberry Protein Shake - 163 cals
Bacon - 70 cals
SF Yogurt - 60 cals

Beef Fajita Filling - 126 cals
2 Corn Tortillas - 105 cals

1 SF Gello Cup - 5 cals

For a total of: 529 calories!

VLCD3 and What I Ate 7/30/11

I'm guessing I lost about .5lb because I forgot to weigh this morning and didn't gain with clothes on, so I'm guessing I lost at least .5, it's whatever, I had pizza and a vodka/diet coke last night so I feel like that was good.

Our air-conditioner is broken which is illegal! in the state of Arizona.
I halfway feel like calling the cops and forcing them to get it fucking fixed, but I'm not the call the cops kind of person, I'm lazy.

Here's what I ate today (I was out all day so I did the best I could):
McDonald's Bacon Ranch Salad - 230 cals
Subway Grilled chicken salad - About 130 cals
Half of a Subway White Chocolate Chip Macadamia Nut cookie - 110 cals
Oh and a few drinks of Minute Maid Light Pomegranate Lemonade - 5 cals

Total: 475 cals

Let's make it 515, It's hot and I'm going to have a Fudgsicle =]