Going To Try It Again: This Time Whole-Hearted

Well I obviously didn't last.
Probably for the most part because my diet buddy couldn't last. And then there was the stress of moving to a new apartment. And putting up with all the bullshit in the new place. And Him, who effing drives me insane and I don't know why I'm still with...mostly because I don't feel like getting a job, I like being a mom.
So I'm going to try again. I can't decide whether to do a short round or a long round though.
I have enough for a long round but I don't know if I'm up for the challenge.

Of course I have two weeks to decide.
I'm thinking of starting on the day before my son's birthday party so I can have cake and other stuff with everyone else, and call it loading.
Of course cake will be about the only sugary thing I have. I'm not big on sugar and I need to focus on good fats for loading....
Like cheeeeeeese. o_O <-- Googly eyes =D

So there it all is.
I need motivation.
I need a motive in the first place.

I really need to punch Him in the face for hogging my side of the bed, which I am on the edge of.

Then after I'm done losing weight I'm going to find a good man.
A real man, not a wussy little boy excuse for one.

I should have stuck with cowboys and Marines.
*sigh*

Did I mention I'm also PMSing?