Christmas Round VLCD 4

Mixing a new vial tonight since the one I've been using is finally empty (I mixed it a few weeks ago and ended up deciding I wasn't ready for P2 so I froze it.... twice... ).
Anyways, I'm thinking the vial I've been using is dead from being frozen and thawed excessively, and hoping that I'll stop having this craving/hunger thing and start losing better, meaning I want WEIGHT not INCHES.
For the Halloween round it went hella slow like this one is doing, but I lost almost 8" one week and ten pounds the next week, which was awesome yeah, I fit back into my pre-preg pants I haven't warn in 3 years, I'm wearing L-XL dresses and leggings, and ALMOST fit into a size 17 in juniors' jeans. But I really want to get out of the 200s!!!

My weight as of today is 237, and I did have bites of carbs here and there today, but I'm hoping not enough to make me gain. I am down from my load weight of 242.5 so that good at least and it's only my 3rd loss day.
My LIW from my P3 was 235 and also what I stabilized at (was basically a P4).
Would like to have done better in my last round and better in that first P3 I did after the Halloween round, but I did gain about 10# (238), then lost 3 and stabilized in this last half at 235.
I'm really trying to push for working this round. Hubby is giving me great support and yelling at me when I even think about cheating, so that's good, my past rounds have been a laugh because he wasn't supportive at all and I cheated alot.

Also, I've been eating mainly beef, which could be the reason my losses are sucking so badly. I need to pick up some chicken and ground turkey, last round when I made turkey goulash I dropped 4# instantly and I was basically nursing on that all day, probably about .5lb of ground turkey meat with chilis, bell peppers, onions, tomatoes/sauce, even a few noodles here and there. And it wasn't a fluke because the next couple of days I lost 3# each (that was the 10# I lost in the Halloween round). And mixing veggies doesn't work for me, normally it makes me gain.

So there's my update. Also, I've been checking out some more thinspiration because that seems to keep me in check, I'm thinking the dieting will be easier in a couple of weeks when my classes are finished for the winter, Chinese is done next week  (Dec 8) and my other classes are done the week after. (Dec 12-16)

Off the wagon and in the gains lol

Not big gains mind you - I hover around 233 most of the time, but I can't seem to stop myself from cheating. Caused by letting myself really cheat a few times and getting re-addicted to food. ... mainly Carbs. CARBSSSS those devilish things. >.>

So yes I'm still on the juice and not eating a lot to cause real gains (minus last night because I ate a lot of Chinese pastries, giving me a 1.5 gain that might be gone tomorrow, depending if I keep eating crap today..)
I can't decide whether to just be in P3 or to keep trying to get myself back into P2 mode (NO CHEATINNNGGGG)
these past couple of seeks have been MEGGA hard because we've been MEGGGAAAA BROKE. So I've had to buy crap and eat crap because CRAP is all we've been able to afford. And seems to be all we're going to be able to afford or a while. I think I should buy a shit-ton of full fat Fage and live off of that because it loves me and really keeps you full. Downside - EXPENSIVE AS FUCKKKK!

Also need to get back into looking at lots of thinspo, I seem to notice when I'm not actively looking at inspiration I fall off into my fat-people ways and eat shit. =/ Doesn't help either that hubby has been bringing home crap or wanting me to cook crap food. I think I should just go back to beef and broccoli every night hahaha, but then he'd want rice or noodles.... Again with the carbohydrates!!!
Halloween didn't help either because of trick-or-treating and sugar sugar sugar candy candy candy. BUT, I did NOT make yummies this year (cookies, Rice Krispy Treats, etc). So I'm kind of proud of that. =] But I DID raid my son's candy bag for "the good stuff". (Hershey's and Reeses) which I'm not proud of.


Also have not been paying enough attention to my studies at all. Which I'm actually supposed to be doing as I type right now because I haven't read my chapters and I have an exam TODAY that I have to finish before leaving for my dads in 6 hours. Crap.


So there's my update.

I hate P3!

Soo sorry I haven't written in a while. I do post VLOGs on occasion http://www.youtube.com/queenrilly but I forget to write, especially since at times like this, I'm supposed to be doing homework! College is kicking my ass, but I'm hanging in there! English is over so that's one less stress for me to think about, even though I'm looking up classes for next semester right now because I don't want the good teachers to fill up! Also, after I pass this Chinese class I'm hoping that I can get into an online version next semester. I feel like maybe English ws a bad class to take oline but maybe oters won't be so bad, because y Religion class is online ands only a little difficult because I haven't been studying!


Moving on and back to HCG!!

I HATE P3!!! So I was downto 228.5 right? Right now I'm at my second day of 235.5, that's up what 6lbs?
I'm too lazy to do any corrections and I know I've been bad so I guess I sort of feel like I should be punished, an feeling fat is totally punishment! But I think I'm about to stabilize so I'm hoping I can drop a couple before it sinks in at 235.5.

Going back to P2 probably tomorrow. But Idk yet, ight keep on P3 until at least Halloween an do a mini-load. I'm beyond making plans anymore because I always throw them into the wind anyways.

Halloween Challenge VLCD 24

So obviously since its day 24 I've decided to extend this round to roughly 35 days. Depending on how much I lose in these last ten days, then I might decide to go to 40....MAYBE.

I lost 11.5lbs last week doing stuff like full fat Fage days, monday I did an egg day...

I've been up and down .5lb the past 3 days, just counting it as a stall, I think my body's trying to catch up to my weight.

Halloween Challenge VLCD 18

Down 8.5# so far this week!!!
And now I'm sick so I don't know what's going to happen with my weight!
Today I had mushroom soup, tomatoes, and half of a Carne asada burrito.
Feel like crap, going back to bed.  :-(

Halloween Challenge VLCD 17

So this week i have been back on track and losing, finally back to LIW and ready to blow that out of the water in the morning.
I did an egg day on Monday, (4 eggs and a fried chicken thigh) down 3#, Fage Total FF yesterday down 2#, and fage today, if I go get eggs I can do another egg day tomorrow but Idk if I want to.
I'm not getting enough water in but I'm getting sick again so I better start.

Sorry I've been MiA busy and infatuated.

Halloween Challenge VLCD 11

Down 1# this morning after tuna protein day.
Was expecting more, but I forget that TOM makes it hard to lose weight, and I should be happy I'm losing 1# at a time.
I have to do an essay for English class that I realy should be working on. I don't really know how to go about doing it. I hate all of these opinion essays and conflict/argument essays, I'm not really argumentative about current events and whatever and it's hard to write things in that way.

I'm going to look for an article about (against) HCG and maybe I can argue with that.