UPDATE! VLCD3 - Apidexin Day 12

Alright, right now I'm starting to get like food cravings. But I will not give in!!!!! I already overloaded on watermelon though, lol.
Ok but seriously, my calorie count is at 585, so I went over 500, but I only cheated with veggies and fruit lol. I had extra watermelon as my second fruit of the day, and I had a couple of chips and like 3tbs of my salsa.

I'm feeling good about today, much better than yesterday, so hopefully I'll have a better loss in the morning.

I'm about to start a couponing spreadsheet and a weight loss spread sheet, so that will give me something to do when I'm not chasing my son all over the place, driving me crazy.

VLCD2 hhcg update

Ok. So today I didn't do as well as yesterday, which is making me remember why I started doing the protein shakes in the first place, when I eat food I never stop eating! It's really depressing. I had chicken soup with broccoli for lunch, that was fine, an orange, some cantaloupe, and like 1 strawberry dipped in chocolate delight (coconut oil mixture with cocoa powder and stevia). I wasn't hungry today until I got mad at Omar for being a fucking douche and shit....argh... so I guess I'm an emotionl eater? That's not normal for me....maybe it was because I was almost out of cigarettes.
So anyways after the fruits, for dinner I ended up having a tiny piece of chicken, a couple of bites (literally) of broccoli, and later on I cheated with pretzels, a SF fudgecicle (wrong brand so they were fricken nasty - do not by the "cool classics" fudgecicles! stick to popcicle brand!), and a SF jello cup. I had a few too many pretzels...Oh I did have some salsa with white corn chips earlier, but only like 5 and I'm counting the salsa as my second veggie.


So that's where I stand. About 685 calories.

I'll probably have a loss if this HHCG stuff works.
I would if I was doing Rx injections, so we'll see, if not, maybe my friedn Jo has a bottle of 2000iu I can nab from her....


I hope I'll feel better tomorrow and won't be prone to eat so much.
Or stick to cheating with my 5 calorie gello, lol.
I wish I had celery since it basically doesn't have any calories, but I don't, and my last cucumber went bad, so I don't even have that!

Loading Day 2 UPDATE

Alright, so I skipped my Apidexin today, to make sure the pellets were working right, and to make sure I wouldn't be hungry without the Apidexin while using the pellets. Totally NOT hungry. So that's a good thing.

I was still feeling sick, so apparently my stomach ache can't be cured by poo-ing, well see if it goes away once I start the VLCD (very low calorie diet), it might just be because I've been stuffing myself since I overate on that pizza on Friday, which is when the stomach trouble started. I went to bed feeling like shit and here I am all weekend eating fat foods and loading up on them, and I still feel like shit.

Hopefully the clean eating will clear me out. If anything I'll try to stay away from meat tomorrow, just munch on fruits and veggies. Or just have protein shakes.
I got plenty of strawberries, so protein shakes seem like a good idea. I haven't had one in like 3 weeks and I'm kind of nostalgic for one lol.
Now that I have more sweetener I can make my yummy shakes!


I just hope I have a big loss on Tuesday, even if I still feel like shit.


Nothing more to update on tonii......wait, yes there is.

My hubby's neice gave me an old pair of her jeans!!!
Size 5. So my goal is to fit in them around Christmas/New Years.